Aug072010
In the silence that followed Alessan finally...
In the silence that followed Alessan finally movedHis stillness had seemed inhuman, unnatural, now he sank to his knees beside his mother's chair
"You have cursed me before," he said gravely"Remember? I have lived much of my life in the shadow of thatIn many ways it would have been easier to die years ago: Baerd and I slain trying to kill the Tyrant in Chiara perhaps even killing him, through some miracle of interventionDo you know, we used to speak of it at night, every single night, when we were in Quileia, still boysShaping half a hundred different plans for an assassination on the IslandDreaming of how we would be loved and honored after death in a province with its name restored because of us
His voice was low, almost hypnotic in its cadencesDevin saw fendi spy Danoleon, his face working with emotion, sink back into the other armchairPasithea was still as marble, as expressionless and coldDevin moved quietly toward the fire, in a vain attempt to quell the shivering that had come over himErlein was still by the windowHe was playing his harp again, softly, single notes and random chords, not quite a tune
"But we grew older," Alessan went on, and an urgency, a terrible need to be understood had come into his voice"And one Midsummer's Eve Marius became Year King in Quileia, with our aidAfter that when we three spoke the talk was differentBaerd and I began to learn some true things about power and the worldAnd that was when it changed for meSomething new came to me in that time, building and building, a thought, a dream, gucci backpacks larger and deeper than trying to kill a TyrantWe came back to the Palm and began to travelAnd as artisans, merchants, athletes one time in a Triad Game year, as masons and builders, guards to a Senzian banker, sailors on a dozen different merchant-shipsBut even before those journeys had begun, mother, even before we came back north over the mountains, it had all changed for meI was finally clear about what my task in life was to beAbout what had to be done, or triedYou know it, Danoleon knows; I wrote you years ago what my new understanding was, and I begged your blessing for itIt was such a simple truth: we had to take both Tyrants together, that this whole peninsula might again be free
His mother's voice overrode his steady passion then, harsh, implacable, chanel jewellery unforgiving: "I rememberI remember the day that letter cameAnd I will tell you again what I wrote you then to that harlot's castle in Certando: you would buy Corte's freedom, and Astibar's and Tregea's at the price of Tigana's nameOf our very existence in the worldAt the cost of everything we ever had or were before Brandin cameAt the price of vengeance and our pride
"Our pride," Alessan echoed, so softly now they could barely hearI grew up knowing all about our pride, motherYou taught me, even more than father didBut I learned something else, later, as a manI learned about Astibar's prideAbout Senzio's and Asoli's and Certando'sI learned how pride had ruined the Palm in the year the Tyrants came
"The Palm?" Pasithea demanded, her voice shrill"What is the Palm? A prada fairy bag spur of landRock and earth and waterWhat is a peninsula that we should care for it?"
"What is Tigana?" Erlein di Senzio asked bluntly, his harp silent in his hands
Pasithea's glance was withering"I would have thought a bound wizard should know that!" she said corrosively, meaning to woundDevin blinked at the speed of her perception; no one had told her about Erlein, she had deduced it in minutes from a scattering of clues
She said: "Tigana is the land where Adaon lay with Micaela when the world was young and gave her his love and a child and a god's gift of power to that child and those who came afterAnd now the world has spun a long way from that night and the last descendant of that union is in this room with the entire past of his people falling through his sac kelly hermes hand
"You have cursed me before," he said gravely"Remember? I have lived much of my life in the shadow of thatIn many ways it would have been easier to die years ago: Baerd and I slain trying to kill the Tyrant in Chiara perhaps even killing him, through some miracle of interventionDo you know, we used to speak of it at night, every single night, when we were in Quileia, still boysShaping half a hundred different plans for an assassination on the IslandDreaming of how we would be loved and honored after death in a province with its name restored because of us
His voice was low, almost hypnotic in its cadencesDevin saw fendi spy Danoleon, his face working with emotion, sink back into the other armchairPasithea was still as marble, as expressionless and coldDevin moved quietly toward the fire, in a vain attempt to quell the shivering that had come over himErlein was still by the windowHe was playing his harp again, softly, single notes and random chords, not quite a tune
"But we grew older," Alessan went on, and an urgency, a terrible need to be understood had come into his voice"And one Midsummer's Eve Marius became Year King in Quileia, with our aidAfter that when we three spoke the talk was differentBaerd and I began to learn some true things about power and the worldAnd that was when it changed for meSomething new came to me in that time, building and building, a thought, a dream, gucci backpacks larger and deeper than trying to kill a TyrantWe came back to the Palm and began to travelAnd as artisans, merchants, athletes one time in a Triad Game year, as masons and builders, guards to a Senzian banker, sailors on a dozen different merchant-shipsBut even before those journeys had begun, mother, even before we came back north over the mountains, it had all changed for meI was finally clear about what my task in life was to beAbout what had to be done, or triedYou know it, Danoleon knows; I wrote you years ago what my new understanding was, and I begged your blessing for itIt was such a simple truth: we had to take both Tyrants together, that this whole peninsula might again be free
His mother's voice overrode his steady passion then, harsh, implacable, chanel jewellery unforgiving: "I rememberI remember the day that letter cameAnd I will tell you again what I wrote you then to that harlot's castle in Certando: you would buy Corte's freedom, and Astibar's and Tregea's at the price of Tigana's nameOf our very existence in the worldAt the cost of everything we ever had or were before Brandin cameAt the price of vengeance and our pride
"Our pride," Alessan echoed, so softly now they could barely hearI grew up knowing all about our pride, motherYou taught me, even more than father didBut I learned something else, later, as a manI learned about Astibar's prideAbout Senzio's and Asoli's and Certando'sI learned how pride had ruined the Palm in the year the Tyrants came
"The Palm?" Pasithea demanded, her voice shrill"What is the Palm? A prada fairy bag spur of landRock and earth and waterWhat is a peninsula that we should care for it?"
"What is Tigana?" Erlein di Senzio asked bluntly, his harp silent in his hands
Pasithea's glance was withering"I would have thought a bound wizard should know that!" she said corrosively, meaning to woundDevin blinked at the speed of her perception; no one had told her about Erlein, she had deduced it in minutes from a scattering of clues
She said: "Tigana is the land where Adaon lay with Micaela when the world was young and gave her his love and a child and a god's gift of power to that child and those who came afterAnd now the world has spun a long way from that night and the last descendant of that union is in this room with the entire past of his people falling through his sac kelly hermes hand
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